It is not permissible
to overburden animals with loads they can not carry. It is also not permissible (Part No. 26; Page No. 156) to hurt them by beating. You must tolerate them and give them rest when they feel tired. You should repent to Allah (Glorified and Exalted be He) from what you have done in you youth and may Allah forgive you.May Allah grant us success. May peace and blessings be upon our Prophet Muhammad, his family, and Companions.